i am really pissed off now.
if got hp dun reply, might as well donate to old folks home.
if got hp no credit, can put into the fridge let it hibernate.
if got credit but dowan to reply, ta ma de tq very much.
i swear with my head that would the last time!

yeah.
Saturday.
Good time to chill out :)
I love Saturday the most.

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/11/4/nation/5035936&sec=nation

heard this news few days ago
but jz now, accidentally read the whole news
and one of the victim's blog
how sad +_+

3 bright youngsters died just like that, on a Sunday evening
(while I was having warm dinner with mom at bukit tinggi)

www.jameskhor.blogspot.com

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=598111550&ref=search&sid=664807749.692386226..1

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=805568970&ref=search&sid=664807749.1598534941..1

they're just like anyone of us
.......university, travel, photography, fun, live, love, life.....

Just not long ago we planned to go for a waterfall trip at Hulu Langat.
when mishaps happened, usually i will tell myself,
these are all predestined by God,
at least I'll feel better.

life is really fragile.
in fact, the most fragile of all.
to us, glass is fragile,
but if a glass is broken,
although shattered into pieces, they are still..... glass.

We say paper is limpless,
but if it is teared into pieces,
it is still crumbs..... of papers.

We cried love is fragile,
and we swear the broken heart will never be mend again,
and yet the next thing we knew,
we sing, '....and i fall in love, all over again~...."

of all the fragility,
life stands at the furthest tip.
If a human dies,
the remaining is not human, not love, not glasses nor papers.
When living things die, they decay by nature and slowly by slowly,
they seep into thin air and disappear.

Ashin once wrote in 如烟，
为何人生最後会像一张纸屑
还不如一片花瓣曾经鲜艳~

live everyday as if it were your last.

S T epi Spore- 091026, hr0128 : drk coffee jst nw, canot sleep nw =,=
i miss our tea time yumcha at mamak, i miss we ate lunch at ons n uncle jimmy ler..

nasai, made me suddenly miss college times so much
at the same time feel so helplessly growing up
everyday we wake up is another day we depart from previous beautiful memories

beautiful, beautiful memories

Hello hello~!
It's a Saturday and i'm feeling so gay =)
i love to sit at home "pu neng" (layin eggs) -__-
frustrated with certain affairs but that's aside :)

Last 2 weeks the design for a classical bungalow has finally been confirmed!
yeah!
I'm so happy with it.
if you want to do it, do it with your heart.
if not, you will never get the best out of it.

I actually love these kind of classical elements.
It is exactly what I would like for my 'little bear house'
(@_@ still remember my little bear house? wakaka)

this is a master lounge.
(waseh, bigger than my house living area lol)
the right hand side door opened to the masterbedroom.

this is another view of the master lounge. The door beside the settee
opens to their walk-in wardrobe.

This is what you saw when you walk into the walk-in wardrobe.
(waseh... look glamourous enough. Like the wardrobe of Marilyn Monroe)
XD

Jieng jieng jieng!
This is the dressing table. Look so revival xia right? kakaka
reli looked like what I saw in the drama of Lei Kei / Zhe Yin and Xiu Fong Fong / forgot-who-edi.

Like a performance make-up room during those opera times.
yeah!! *\^^/*
not bad mah, right? *winks ;P

=ends=

i want to travel to the deepest nature.
The highest mountain and the widest meadow :)

the other day i read in the NST about 2 once very famous female icons
: Brigitte Bardot :
and
: Sophia Loren :

They put 2 pictures for each of the celebrity,
one being their high years, and one being recent years (mind you, they're already 70++) @.@

I. Was. Shocked.
:
:
OF COURSE we know, our look gets changed and aged as time passed by.
My mom sometimes pointed out to me, "Wah this auntie last time sure look very pretty one."
Then I was like, indifferent. (lol, coz I don't care how pretty the auntie used to be! lol)

I was shocked because.............
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
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the difference is a devastating vast canyon (=.=)

Sophia Loren during the yearsss back

Sophia Loren at the age 73
*

Brigitte Bardot at the yearsss way back into time

Brigitte Bardot now.

been impatient
been losing temper
been talking impolitely
i've been doing these consciously and subconsciously.

don't know why i always forget
parents are the only ones in the world that
truly love us for who we are.
never judge
and never need our courtesy to sit straight like we supposed to do in public.

T___T
.
..
...
..
.
sigh~

I once saw a friend's favorite quotation in facebook, goes
"Life's biggest obstacles are fear and laziness"

I paused and thought for a good ol' while, how freaking true.
At least, very much true if applied to my life.
I know my own weaknesses,
but I live along with them without having much care until recently, it really struck me that
these weaknesses are becoming obstacles in my life.

Fear.
So many childish fears.
I depend too much on past experience to judge my present life.
How unfair to myself, and how unfair to the people I've hurt.

Laziness, is procrastination.
Still remember my high school philosophy, Impress success with effort.
I used to be a cyborg. I love being energetic and I love to lead.
Where goes my ''If you want to do it, do it now'' brain microchip?
Where hides my ''If you want to do it, do it to the best'' hot blood streams?

Everyone has their own weaknesses.
But when those weaknesses started to pose blocks in your life...
you need to correct them.
Else you are just a useless drunk who gets drunk at 7am in the morning,
and wasted the day away sleeping beside bus stand.
>.<

Yo. Pump fist into the air, tie a towel around the forehead and start doing what you supposed
to do =) Have a nice day*~+

Early of every month is the crucial part of financial planning
How many birthdays in line
What important things to get etc etc
& Savings.

If not, by the 3rd - 4th week.. I'll start taking obento to office d.
(coz bo lui liao)
-.-"
coz eating around my office place is expensive giler D:

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I have obsession about long shirts lately.
Due to body proportion, short shirts can make me look like a (insert anythin retarded here)
= ___ =

After much consideration, I still have the urgency to use 1/3 of the paycheck
to shop for new items! Which of coz, after much consideration again,
that is something impossible T__T

haha! :D:D:D

Wow... This one can wear to office too!

I love this skirt. Saw Stephy wore it last time and fell in love with it.
Casual and not too 'personalitized' wakaka

If only I have FAIR skin tone! pfft!
XD

It's Lunar 8-15. HAPI MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!

This rendering took me 3 hours on a Saturday afternoon.
scorching hot weather made me too excited to do nothing.
This is the FIRST 3D that is not of office job.
weeeeeeee*
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so heng today.
Cant stand people talk shit without thinkin
I feel like exploding now

yinnnnn helppp~~~~~ +___+